Crazy Mother Fucker
Brisbane once more. It feels different somehow. Perhaps maybe it's changed so much over the past 8 to 9 months, perhaps it's me who has changed.
The nights are lonely, quiet and many things that have happened have been left so unsettled back home. Everything I've done in the last few months, weeks and days I do not regret, but somehow there is a hint of unfinished business lingering somewhere. Maybe when Uni gets into full gear it'll distract me from such things. Maybe. Just maybe. There are so many things that I want to do with my life now; so many goals. Perhaps the fact that I haven't graduated is dawning on me so hard that I'm feeling this way. -But i shouldn't be worried right, cause afterall I'm back in Brisbane to clean the mess up- A mess. Yea that's what it is. My whole life is a mess right now. Possibly lousy timing for many things, possibly. But I've made my choice (choices) and I think i'm pretty happy with my choices. -sigh- I hope that everything turns out alright. Or if God willing, better than alright.
I think I'm going mad.
