12 March, 2005

Move move, moving in 24 hours. No more smelly corners for us.

Work work, work piling in. -projects-

Hols hols, holidays in two weeks.

and to C who's in UBC, -pat-

You'll see him soon. 4 months do go by pretty fast,
especially since you're as busy as me.

see you soon, hopefully, maybe.

"Stop dragging feet.We can't go back for seconds lost.
Smooth the sheets.
Noone was here and never will.
Wind your watch for seconds gone.
Drive by don't stop.
Hate wins don't stop.
Guilt won't let you because you let it
.Because you lost." - Thinking, that's all by Jimmy Eat World.

08 March, 2005

woke up today after dreaming about my grandpa.

and i cried. uncontrollably.

how i wish i could have been there before he died.
when he asked for me on the hospital bed.

messing his hair was a favourite past time of mine.
and i won't be able to do it anymore.

dear grandpa,

i'm sorry, i really miss you, sorry i wasn't there before your last breadth.
not a day goes by that i don't think about you.

i wish i could hug you once again

Love,
your aching heart grandson,
Donald.