"just to feel
to feel you here with me
just to hear you whisper
the words that are priceless to me
just to know you more
to be with you
to lose myself in you
is all I want
all I want
just to be where you are"

I is back in Singapore.

And I look like a fish ball...

Will continue to look like one for the next three weeks.

It's my birthday today. i'm suppose to be happy. I guess.

But turning 23 or any other age since a year ago seems different now.

I miss my grandpa. He used to send me a birthday card every year.

I feel empty without his words. Without his writing. Without his love.

-Sigh- hey grandpa if there is anway you can hear me, know that you are still missed.

loving you always.
Your grandson.

Sun, sand, sea, surfing and then some...

I'm pretty darn sure that everyones' heard about the
Schapelle Corby crap.

Well if you haven't, here's a summary.
In October 2004 Schapelle Corby set out with her family on a 10 day holiday
in Bali to enjoy the beach and the surf. Instead of happy holiday memories and a sun tan she has endured a harrowing nightmare burned with humiliation and injustice.
She was busted for possession of drugs and she's now doing time in prison.

20 years.

I can't say if she's innocent or not but the way the Australians are reacting to
the entire situation isn't doing anything beneficial for political ties between
Australia and Indonesia.

Can you believe these fucking aussies. Just because the indons locked her up
they want their Tsunami funds returned. What about the poignant memories of pain and suffering that millions had to endure in indonesia while australians sat in their warm cosy houses during Christmas? Like, how fucked up is that?
Don't these Aussies realise that it's not entirely indonesia's fault that Schapelle is behind bars but their own fault as well? Blame it on the loop hole in the airport system you wankers. Baggage handlers and other airport workers are said to be part of a drug smuggling syndicate. Some even say that the pilots are in it too. So why direct such animosity toward the indonesians when the problem has to be first addressed at their door step. Quit blaming the Indons and spouting profanities at them. It's your fucking fault too.

It's a wonder really. Where has humanity gone to?

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Watched SAW today. It was fucking wicked. I highly recommend the movie.
Even though the production was cheap and the only famous actor was danny glover,
the whole idea behind the movie rocked. Be warned though, it can have rather disturbing side effects.