09 July, 2005

Evening went
And morning came
But the boy refused to sleep
In an empty room with the lights on
With a cigarette
And his sad song
Every waking minute
Hangs around his neck
Like a slow execution
His blood shot eyes
And blistered fingers
He yearns for her touch
Not knowing what anything feels like anymore
Broken shattered and teethered to bone
Boy's alone

06 July, 2005

Currently listening to Jay's Yi Lu Xiang Bei from the Initial D movie.
Feeling a little this and that. I'm not sure what.
I have a sinking feeling in me.
And I feel absolutely depressed.
I shouldn't be right? I mean I just got two distinctions for my exam.
I feel like the song.

I hate myself.