06 April, 2003

The months do draw nearer as time flows non stop, fluidly, like water running in a river. A day, a hour, a minute, a second seems to hide from my being and sneak pass me like a thief hiding in the shadow cast my moonlight, without my knowledge. Feelings wrap around my heart, my soul, like creepers that sprawl up against fences.


"Send help, I'm coming down. everything's carefull again. my hell, waiting around. haven't had enough time to mend. I can't hold it in with my broken arms. everything about this is wrong. send help. I'm coming down. everything's coming apart. I'm fixed on the one. transparency, no one but me. send me, back to the board. everything's wrong with this mold. pitch black, I close the door. my eyes all astream from the cold. I can't hold it in with my broken arms. everything I'm saying is wrong. send help, I'm jumping now. eveything's coming apart. I'm only now and everything I've ever learned from you. I'm hopeless now"

Fixed On The One - Jejune

01 April, 2003

Hokay...i'm P-E-E-L-I-N-G!!! So much for that Tann. And so much for meeting up with Mel C today! Will make the time in the near future aight gal? -Pat pat thy boobies- There there, don't miss us too much.

-Cough- *Boing* Shit....SARs? Naw. Just time to whack the shit outta some fella.
-YAWN-.
||Rubs Mole.*Poof!* Disappears.||

I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is think and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service


You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

Alanis Morisette-Head Over Feet